I believe everyone in this world would have been through up and down through life no matter what age you are in,
Basically with these, person only able to grow to be more mature... erm lets call it life experiences..
I know at my age I shouldn't be so negative about life and having too much things to worry about since is the last year of being in teenage!
But recently there are too much things happen that make me feel helpless and didn't know who to talk to..
Well, you guys may see I have a great family but to be honest I don't really shares my stuffs with my family especially it comes to problem I'm facing....because I feel those problem is all because of my action and I'm embarrassed to talk about it.Hence, I have to face it myself....which I always failed to do so .At the end I gave up and just laid on my bed doing nothing, which I think is very irresponsible.
well, problem I'm facing literally is because of my academic and also friends around me and some other personal problems.
In academic wise,
I had very bad result that my parents are worried that I'm not able to attend degree next year.....my dad once told me that you are in the situation that course are choosing you instead of the other way round.Disappointment.my mum who always try to give all my siblings chance to oversea to have a experience in life had also gave up that thought when she saw my result.
I broke down.
I concluded that smart genes doesn't runs in family.
Well, Australia and Uk will be my choice ! Melbourne will be the best! :)
I heard there will be a prize giving ceremony! Well, obviously I'm not qualified for it.... :(
I wonder what are the requirements so that students can attend the ceremony! If there is a chance for me to attend, I will do whatever it takes to fulfill the requirements! :O
anyhow, I'm determine to do well in my upcoming January exam! GO! if it came out good, I will improve my result by retaking some of the papers in June 2014! :D
okay, Friends.
I really thinks that I'm having some attitude problems -.-
You see I don't really have much friends in university....compare to high school and national service...
In high school and NS, the bond between my friends and I comes naturally! We don't have to do much but our relationship are so good that we wont be awkward even when we don't talk.
But come back to life in university, people that I hang out with are just few of them.....but I do have a lot of hi-bye friends.....However, these hi-bye friends will eventually become stranger after a while.
I really hope there will be trips amount my classmates .....or maybe batch mates. Going trip will give us more memories and hopefully our bond-made will be stronger!
I also hope that my parents wont stop me for going out with my classmates... because I had say 'no' a lot of times whenever there are outing... I'm afraid that they will just got fed up and stop asking me out.....then that time I'm really alone...and 1 and a half years wasted....
I really enjoy the times when we go shopping...going changing room together...Wow! is like sisters!
Yeah, I'm desperate to have a sister in case you didn't know that!
I enjoyed having nice food with my classmates because they really good at finding food that are cheap and nice! then that time I'm really alone...and 1 and a half years wasted....
sorry for the long boring updates....
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