is me likhui.
these days i lost for some reason ..
im not doing my homework im not study for test i not doing anything at all..
but my mind is still thinking smth..
last time i always like to say i dont like to go school,but i still enjoy in there..
but now i really mean it..I REALLY DONT LIKE GOING TO UCSI !..
i hate that place .
.i really do...i really feel the aura there
i tend to imagine people close to sit beside me.,
even there is someone im nt tat close sit beside me..
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but somehow everyone's life going very well
so i just dont want to interrupt
poeple see me enjoy my life very much ..but no.. im just following the flow!
i cant actually find people to talk to..
most of the time im just talking to myself when ever i feel sad or something..
i came to realize i also talking to myself all the time.....
i miss everyone of you !! i really do!!
lesson learn: the process is important! enjoy it! if not u will miss it a lot!
for example: my life in national service!
life in there is great bcz i can just play whle day ..even there are tasks to complete ..
u can fail it without any worries!
but now ..it affects your future! cant even afford to have a wrong steps!
i really give up!
i know people who read this surely think that im just trying to grap attention.. but i dont care bcz that is your though i cant control it
but to be honest this is from deepest of my heart!
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