what i want to do?

hmm these days my life is just like so boring as everyday is just repeating the same thing over and over again.

8-5 class -reach home 6-rest-donner-homework-sleep
THAT'S IT!

i start to wonder what am i actually doing?
is this what i want?
if no?
so ,what next?

to be honest im not very sure whether am i going to continue in science stream after my A-Level.
but if i dont do it.... am i wasting  my time right now?

what should i do?

arghhhh -.- if i dare to tell my parents i really cant imagine what are their reaction! -.-

stupidest day of my life!

TODAY!!! i did a lot of  'FISH' things~

i really cant imagine -.-

LRT story:
me and nic were walking walking walking ... then REACH STATION!
i go top up ,nic go buy token (so outdate -.-)
then SUDDENLY!!!!!

WE HEARD TRAIN IS COMING~~~~~~
AND THE DOOR OPEN!!!!!
sooooooooooooo
WE RUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh yeah when almost reach the alarm  is on!! which means the door is going to close!!!!!
SO WE RUSH INTO THE SAME ENTRANCE!!!!
AND BOOM!!!!!
luckily didnt stuck at the door -.-

the whole train go silents -.-~~~  LUCKILY NO WANT THAT I RECOGNIZE!PHEWW

Cempaka story:
talking with that nic~~~ i saw my old friend!!!
i were so excited until i keep waving until on the bus -.-..
but she still dont recognice me .. SAD!!!
i think the people in the bus think im crazy -.- DAMNSAD LA!

HUI~

crazy people around me!

seem that i cant actually get rid of being one of the noisiest person in the class .. lol

is just so historical that my lecturer just declared our class is the most noisiest class out of all the classes she teachers previously..... haha should i be proud of it? LOLS .. well i am! XD

i came to realise that having most classmate are girls is nothing to be worry about!
is totally fun when you realise girls is taking over the class and boys just go with us! HAHAHAHAHAHA
and we girls doesn't feel ashamed to do anything weird even guys are sitting around the corner!

GIRLS RULE THE CLASS THO! hehehe

well,even our class is small. but there are lots of gossip ,jealousy going around!
i cant believe people stare at me just because i didnt take any afford but yet i got a lot similar topic to talk to the gang....
this is just because u give up us too early ! and now you are in the middle!
we try to pull you back by offering you but yet we are the one got ignore!
OKAY FINE! =p

anyway im very happy to meet a lots of cool crazy friendly people as time goes! just need to be patient to see what kind of people they are!

anyway here! i want to say thanks to cl an kj siew jc yc ta for giving a unforgettable memory  in pangkor really appreciate it !

hui

Nasional Service!SPM RESULT! (post that i forget to publish! hehe)

ha! I'M back from ns..!! without letting ppl noe i going...LOL

yep im back from kem jiwa murni gunung semanggol...
i had fun for the past 2 and a half months!
i went to class..well tat was kinda if boring,,,, i usually jus slp in class =p
then the most excited things is!!! LATIHAN FIZIKALLL!!
well,i participated EVERY SINGLE activity ..HAHAHA {proud=)}

kembara halangan,Ex-wira jaya,tali tinggi,kawad.............. PHEW TIRING! but FUN !=p

then got alot of persembahan.... i didnt rili join at first cz dun dare to go up stage...

but almost the end... i went also..cz terpaksa but still fun =p

I ALSO DONE SOMETHING YG MEMALUKAN DIRI!!!
at MLK i dance !! somemore is OH ! LOL
paiseh daooo....
and i got my like hurt T_T

nvm as long as i safely bac to my home sweet home then can dy ^^

okayyy SPM RESULT!

kinda of shock really din expect it to be like this!!
anyway thx godddd ^^
b4 the day ,we had party and tat party was the most quiet party i ever had!
i guess everyone were nervouss ..HAHAHA

okay la sampai sini saja la! gotto go cut hair dyy ^^ BB

hui

UCSI

is me likhui. 

 these days i lost for some reason ..
 im not doing my homework im not study for test i not doing anything at all..
 but my mind is still thinking smth..

last time i always like to say i dont like to go school,but i still enjoy in there..
 but now i really mean it..I REALLY DONT LIKE GOING TO UCSI !.. i hate that place .
.i really do...i really feel the aura there
 i tend to imagine people close to sit beside me.,
even there is someone im nt tat close sit beside me..
.
 but somehow everyone's life going very well
so i just dont want to interrupt

poeple see me enjoy my life very much ..but no.. im just following the flow!

 i cant actually find people to talk to..
 most of the time im just talking to myself when ever i feel sad or something..

 i came to realize i also talking to myself all the time.....

 i miss everyone of you !! i really do!!

 lesson learn: the process is important! enjoy it! if not u will miss it a lot!

for example: my life in national service!
 life in there is great bcz i can just play whle day ..even there are tasks to complete ..
 u can fail it without any worries! but now ..it affects your future! cant even afford to have a wrong steps!

 i really give up!


i know people who read this surely think that im just trying to grap attention.. but i dont care bcz that is your though i cant control it

but to be honest this is from deepest of my heart!