whats on my mind?

its normal for a person too become emo?
i hope is a YES...
everytime when there is holidays my mind is full of things that im worried or maybe unhappy....
there is actually a lot of things in my mind that i nearly cant bear with it....
isit because im too free in the house that make me think too much?
hey ...i tried to start a conversation with one of my friend ,
but i just cant tell her what i actually wanted to say......so i just kept it to myself...and she didnt know what actually i wanted to say ==
well i dont know because im obsessed of something or what....but it just cant get out of my mind~~

well this started when i received the news...
a news that i did not expect! i totally went shocked , mood-less , hate, feel like crying..........................
i just cant believe its happening....
so i get even mad whenever the person started to talk....
but im still care about the person every time..
because we had been friend for long long time and helped a lot....

im not sure weather im feeling alright right now...but i know im more ok then just now~

sorry if i hurt anyone of u...i really didnt mean too....
THINK OUT OF THE BOX PLEASE!!

hey its me again!

hi! hehe hope you dont get boring for reading my dummy things! haha

well i really gone through a horrible journey!!
i though the 2 guy in the dance place was good~~ like guai guai zai but it end up a STUPID guy~~~
at first is 1 of them,his not that attractive' he go so 'zi lian' he just ask us to take his picture just because we are all holding a camera~ siao~ and shout 'lai take picture lo !' i really drop eyes!!
so i though still got another la..cause he just sit there when the guy say take picture...
but yesterday he done lagi stupid geh thing== totally not gentleman!
that is totally out my expect!!! is not that im jealous but its just STUPID! (people who are there will know lar...)
lol~~~

kay kay! actually i should done my homework before Chinese new year! but i end up not doing a single homework in this 2 days! ==
im excited for CNY because this is actually the first year in my whole life celebrating CNY in KL ...what will my family and I do ?
I HAVE NO IDEA!!
i haven buy my CNY shoes yet T_T!!!
sad..mum say she going to bring me on tuesdays but i have no idea is that going to work or not!
haha hope it works! i need SHOES!!!==

i just going to end it here lar... if i get picture from my friend that i can upload it >< i hope it can as soon as possible!

hui HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

hi again!

wow it had been long since my last updates! haha really sorry la o!
well school started almost 1 month~ everything goes quite fine but the only thing is i cant finish my homework ~~ ==
i love to go to school sometimes but not dont like to go when we need to hand up homework! ISH ISH!

gosh cube entertainment held a global audition on youtube since 27th december...i didnt though of joining because im too lazy! but until jan 27th ,while im doing my homework,
i suddenly remember about it...and that day is the LAST day ...so why not? so i decided to upload my long long time video! XD but it is weird..lol
surprisingly my mum is very 'gan jiong' about it XD WEIRD!!!!
thx for all ppl who like it~

my mum asked: win dy then how?
i ans: pergi canada...
my mum ans: WHAT! lol good good then can go gai gai there~
i asn: yaya! i wan gai gai too with ting! but ma~~ do you think that is possible?!?!?!?
my mum ans: even if u win u think i let u go?
i ans: ya right! >
yea! last week i just got a news from my dancing teacher that there will be a girl joining us for dancing class!! and she is exited to join us to dance those kpop thing! lol!!! (shes not excited for the ballet since she lost her interest for ballet >but is after CNY! ==



oh yeah!! another 4 days then is chinese new year le!!! really looking forward!
but im going to stay at kl until chu yi! so we will have McD for out gathering !!
hahah

got to go by shoes le!! bb !! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

hui

!st day of SCHOOL!

haha is not as bad as i though!
i when to school early because of pengawas thing!
every thing wnet fine~~
but is kinda shock that someone who is quite close went to the other class!!
hmm~~ march exam!! must come!

haiz yo..i really dont know what to say..
the saddest thing is ...........the principal is our history teacher..!!
lol i can feel some ultra~ lol

kk want sleep early lar!
haha hope 2011 is my lucky year?!
night

hui