camp camp camp !

yea today is briefing about the camp that is going on saturday...
i was excited...but until i realize that i am sitting all alone at the back...and i have no idea who am going to sleep with....the only person i really know only 3....
is kinda sad....refuse? not very but a bit.... so i decided may be i can go 'jaga malam' if i dont get good partner to sleep with ==

p.s.: i got to go add math tuition!!! XD

today there was 4 period that dont have any teacher ...so all people went and study...
except me! yea im holding a book and my eyes is on the book but my mind was somewhere far!
i suddenly though of something and i realize i am really 16 years old and going to 17...i though of my brothers that time~ i was thinking that what are doing when they are in their 17....and i realize they are going they own way...picking what they want...decide something important alone...
so i was thinking am i going to that?
just then something happen and i am the only who face it..so i have to bear it alone and decide it....this is my very first time deciding... something 'quite' important thing..it is hard to doing something alone....==
yea I DONT WANT TO BE ALONE!!!!! ==
but since i have done it.....i have to bear with it....
and i finally felt that i am old ==

are you ok?

hui
good luck in exam!

INFORMATION~

erm yeah...i guess some of you are wondering where is the picture of the frog...
yea.i haven upload yet because im too lazy and my mum is nagging me every time i use the computer....so i will upload it in the holiday! FACEBOOK!

erm moral too...since i haven even touch my moral project so i haven upload the picture too..by the way anyone of you done moral project? can borrow me? thx!

oh ya!!
remember nest wednesday we are going PETROSAINS!!!! wakakaka.happy.... busy holiday i guess ^.^lll

hui

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As you guys know that all perfects went to kem last week ends...
so do I!! XD
it was super fun ..i just like the environment so much...it is cool!! and the river...
may be i am the only one that fall it love so crazily ==...want to go back if i can~^^

yea..it was the same place when i am in form 2...it was my first kem ..and also the kem that make me like to go kem...yea~ cant believe i went there 2 times! hahaha...but the same thing happen when i was it form...i got bite by beg bugs..haiz..this times is more worse because it kumpul at my face...but after a week...it is almost ok dy ^^ *happy~

seriously until now i still hope i can get back to the camp...it is so awesome!!!
i feel proud for Islam and Ziana! they are really..omg== and i cant belive i cried because of them and also because of the dark...== it was so dark that make my tears keep rolling down T_T... but it was the last perfect camp...T_T but in positive side this camp will be the best memories ever! GO !

yea i know i shouldn't be here at this time! but i cant resist! =p....
once i open any books to read...i straight go to sleeping mode ==~
the test is going on wednesday!!! and i have alot to study....but the sleepy-ness still cant be gone even i drank WHITE COFFEE...*my favorite ^^

looking forward to saturday koko kem...because i am urus setia for the first time and also last time~ hahaha...but i guess other people will think im very boring being urus setia because i know i am going to be alone for the whole time since there is very few people that i am close with amount the urus setia team..but i hope i can know more friend..because basically they are all stupid ,nice , funny and good in working ^^

but because of the kem i cant go add math chapter 2...kinda sad!!! i hope i can record it down ~ ^^

kay goodluck to friend that are taking their test earlier!! and also those who take on wednesday!! haha good night~

hui

tired!!!! T_T

HUH!!! it was fun ..but im in pain now!!! T_T
my leg muscle is crazily pain....cant help it... T_T

today is LARIAN SERAYA !!! n i fall sick on friday ....so i end up ponteng school ^^
luckily my body is good enough and recovered before the race starts! HAHAHA
yea...i have so many energy at the first place and i end up exhausted !!!!! no energy at all~~~ but i am lucky enough to get the last medal~~~ AHAHAHA
the medal is IMPORTANT!!!!=p

i was so tired until i went to sleep after i got home!! nice!!! hahaha
and i have my ballet class...that time i totally out of energy to do anything except talking! XD

i almost forgot tomorrow going to do kerja amal....i hope it will be next few weeks!!!! X.X..... because tomorrow going to have long hour for physic ...and i have tons of homework and project to do!!! i just cant believe it! sienz! lisan too!!!!

-add math (ah seng)
-math(absent homework)
-read cerpen
-physic
-moral project
-pjk project

going crazy @.@

so sorry ..now a days i used to after i done my homework when im back from tuition and go sleep...
i just feel so tired EVERYDAY!!! so i didnt manage to have energy to walk to my computer==....* can you imagine how lazy am i!!!==
i hope i can use the computer time to do my work or revise my homework!!! PLS GOD!!! HELP ME!!!!! T_T.....

good night! gonna sleep early cause my frined and i going to have long day tomorrow!

p.s. im so glad i joing thursday chemistry class~~~ got a lengzai from facebook~ XD sorry going crazy again~ =p

hui!

Almost there!

yea..in chinese calendar today is 29th days~~wow it is really near i cant wait...SERIOUSLY
hmm...i went to leisure mall just now...i was excited about buying my shoes ...but i end up broking my old pair of shoes==
sad...and we past by the cinema .....then my dad say tomorrow go watch 'Great Day"~~
WOW happy...must where nice nice go lo!! hhaha (because im going to past '30th' day in the cinema...

hehe today i suddenly though of learning japanese or maybe korean..... but i have to save to buy those book for learning~~~ i beg it is expensive and hard to find too!!! ==
but im still looking forward~ hahaha japanese im COMING! haha

hmm few days ago my mum told me if this year we go england then next 3 years we are not going anywhere already!!! im kinda sad!!! i cant give up england since is my brother graduation ...haiz...my dream to States and korea just broke! im dying to go States man!!!! states...the land of dancers ,the land of fashion!!!! omg!!!! i can actually attend to fashion show!!! XD

come back come back!!
yea chinese new year!
try go market at the morning or maybe now...it is super pack!! and everywhere dong dong qiang~~lol FUN!!! but it is super pack that i nearly got lose with my mum!!! T_T

but it is sad for people in south of Malaysia!! they have to past their new year in flood..i hope the flood will go away as soon as possible ...!!! GOOD LUCK!!!!

bye gonna go finish my homework! i swear!

hui

whats on my mind?

its normal for a person too become emo?
i hope is a YES...
everytime when there is holidays my mind is full of things that im worried or maybe unhappy....
there is actually a lot of things in my mind that i nearly cant bear with it....
isit because im too free in the house that make me think too much?
hey ...i tried to start a conversation with one of my friend ,
but i just cant tell her what i actually wanted to say......so i just kept it to myself...and she didnt know what actually i wanted to say ==
well i dont know because im obsessed of something or what....but it just cant get out of my mind~~

well this started when i received the news...
a news that i did not expect! i totally went shocked , mood-less , hate, feel like crying..........................
i just cant believe its happening....
so i get even mad whenever the person started to talk....
but im still care about the person every time..
because we had been friend for long long time and helped a lot....

im not sure weather im feeling alright right now...but i know im more ok then just now~

sorry if i hurt anyone of u...i really didnt mean too....
THINK OUT OF THE BOX PLEASE!!

hey its me again!

hi! hehe hope you dont get boring for reading my dummy things! haha

well i really gone through a horrible journey!!
i though the 2 guy in the dance place was good~~ like guai guai zai but it end up a STUPID guy~~~
at first is 1 of them,his not that attractive' he go so 'zi lian' he just ask us to take his picture just because we are all holding a camera~ siao~ and shout 'lai take picture lo !' i really drop eyes!!
so i though still got another la..cause he just sit there when the guy say take picture...
but yesterday he done lagi stupid geh thing== totally not gentleman!
that is totally out my expect!!! is not that im jealous but its just STUPID! (people who are there will know lar...)
lol~~~

kay kay! actually i should done my homework before Chinese new year! but i end up not doing a single homework in this 2 days! ==
im excited for CNY because this is actually the first year in my whole life celebrating CNY in KL ...what will my family and I do ?
I HAVE NO IDEA!!
i haven buy my CNY shoes yet T_T!!!
sad..mum say she going to bring me on tuesdays but i have no idea is that going to work or not!
haha hope it works! i need SHOES!!!==

i just going to end it here lar... if i get picture from my friend that i can upload it >< i hope it can as soon as possible!

hui HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!